I’ve been using my broken hand to get out of work and still bill for it. It is also my excuse to have missed a couple days without updating this tho I think like my twitch show this in another failed attempt at attention. IF YOU SEE THIS PLZ COMMENT no one likes to drown alone. My dissent will not be publicized it seems. I did coke alone all night with strangers + Mateo at the god awful clockwork and my illness from abroad has kept my body looking spectacular. Found a place that charged me 14 dollars for a bottle of water and a grilled cheese, went to Tompkins and mourned everything I’ve lost in the past month. It’s horrible how this should have been a positive month on an artistic come up but completely deleted because of outside forces. My happiness is not dictated by my own achievements but how others perceive me, I am not an individual I am someone that only exists if I’m viewed by others and if we go by this blog that means I am already dead as I am being seen by no one, worthless words to the air. Next one will be funny we will try again. TLDR drugs alone at a lame spot, lost weight, I’m tinkerbell
LOVE YouU
-Michelle
no matter how hard i try sometimes I can't find happiness in anything but other people's approval, it's addicting sometimes, i like to think everyone is the same way so I don't get scared of being odd or anything like that, life sucks and probably will be for a while but these post help keeping me grounded,, thank u michelle :')))
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