i kept my promise update!!!

 

 ohmygod i did it again i drank all night alone and then knocked on my neighbors door his name is benny the amount of cocaine he has (pause here like an ellipsis) the wall i share with is built on such depravity while this gorgeous owl howls outside my window, thats not a michelle crazy        thing there is an owl i wish blogspot this mid website can capture sound. i ran back into my apartment but i still hear the rasp of my neighbor creating some of the worst songs ever made. i sat there while whatever his version of art was made then handed me what is actually a bucket of coke and i said "yes benny this is 100 perfect" lied "i love and show me more" i dropped out a second after that, there was another girl there who was as miserable as i was and she said happy womens day, we took his coke and i retreated while shes still entranced, stalked by the vapid incantation of who i once was. we both may have been young and happy but both found our way swallowing on mulberry in front of men who cant stop speaking. happy womens days!!!!

forever and ever
-Michelle!!!!!