Acknowledging rape during the winter months the solstice or whatever moon is happening now

Acknowledging rape during the winter months the solstice or whatever moon is happening now 

 Bodies are also vile to lay on tables I don’t compute laying down and having someone. There was no way to be beautiful asleep there’s no way to be gorgeous horizontal. It makes me so special that I’m the only one that can entice in that way to need me to take me I have never felt that type of allure before but I trust that you needed me so pathetic desperate 

No one likes my eyes those ugly eyes that look older than I really am, no one likes my chest that never properly grew in. No one split my legs in half while I was the most tired but I love love love that I was someone that made you feel so inspired I was chosen and felt

My eyes opened I saw the window the moon was a half crescent or maybe full i didn’t have my contacts in but facts don’t matter me and you were the only two in the world I remember it everyday I hope I have a memory in your body 

You made me Michelle thank you thank you thank you