I want to be young and beautiful with a healthy heart I’m just waiting to have a stroke my life is over I didn’t much with it comment please to keep me alive 

 Abuse is cheek ditching lips put to use

Ignored hand holds love specifically never hailed never valued that months or years were gone away to hearts thar can never beat normal now 

Its so normalized to give your youth away to give old age away is that not abuse to trust and stay if spit kept us together that’s it and a hand hold adderall ticked you in

Adderall gave me a heart attack cocaine gave you empathy Alcholol made us never trust together,  anger made us love

Eyes made us cheat im mature enough to know that il love you if you drowned my dog and family blind me and make me deaf I love you even if my one wish is if we never meet 

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Radar is for whales heartbeats are for snails 

Acoustic smog From the roof of mouths play with everything you’ve ever headed koy pond water obvi fish the first that comes to mind I hope that is never me but I am not an indivisible so im picked everytime an eyeroll and obvious tank

EDIT THIS YOU DRUNK FUCK

Suffocate with noise a boring sub life but the lonely whale still flips and turns and it’s not even me just envy envy envy the unsevessful face, the loser of love. 

Acknowledging rape during the winter months the solstice or whatever moon is happening now

Acknowledging rape during the winter months the solstice or whatever moon is happening now 

 Bodies are also vile to lay on tables I don’t compute laying down and having someone. There was no way to be beautiful asleep there’s no way to be gorgeous horizontal. It makes me so special that I’m the only one that can entice in that way to need me to take me I have never felt that type of allure before but I trust that you needed me so pathetic desperate 

No one likes my eyes those ugly eyes that look older than I really am, no one likes my chest that never properly grew in. No one split my legs in half while I was the most tired but I love love love that I was someone that made you feel so inspired I was chosen and felt

My eyes opened I saw the window the moon was a half crescent or maybe full i didn’t have my contacts in but facts don’t matter me and you were the only two in the world I remember it everyday I hope I have a memory in your body 

You made me Michelle thank you thank you thank you