Tuesday, July 15, 2025

My stroke is happening soon I should move properly before my heart explodes

 I have a drink in my hand that feels so much better than my bed my grandma said I never had real friends the ones that share coke and are barflys aren’t the ones that will help you stand or be there for eulogies these aren’t the people that have seen the best of me

Every song I sang was about those women and men if they don’t see my funeral it will never happen then

The happiest you can be is if someone says the love you deeply so you turn a blind eye to all their lies, everyone is human loyalty doesn’t exist in relationships with alcohol and tounge kisses. Make you a husband make you a Misses there’s no loyalty in New York Coke and I’m done with pretty metaphors deeply don’t care anymore 

Love for a week is better than a year missing you for a month is romantic enough. Give your number to a dealer I don’t win and you get everything and I actually am happy for you I learned to fall lightly in love it will never knock me out anymore that’s what drug dealers are for. 

Tuesday, July 8, 2025

Get back into hurting yourself

 I am so absolutely bored with heartbreak

The desperate wanting somewhere to someone else do I love can I actually

I am boring like the waves on montaulk tides of Hamptons faggots that figure out there gay for a weekend 

Beach tides have taken away better girls than me better men than me in the eyes of god nonE                                of us are trans we are faggots swept away onto Hampton sand no one has money no one is successful my mom will worry about me until there is a confined body a

That she can believe in 

My stroke is happening soon I should move properly before my heart explodes

 I have a drink in my hand that feels so much better than my bed my grandma said I never had real friends the ones that share coke and are b...